I keep forgetting
I keep forgetting that life is not normal
I keep forgetting the sky
I keep forgetting to lift my face to the sun
I keep forgetting that you just have to let life have you
that sometimes you have to abandon your own ideas
plans, priorities, agendas, wishes, thoughts
longings
yearnings
cravings
I keep forgetting my soul needs sustenance
I keep forgetting I even have a soul
I keep forgetting to breathe
I keep forgetting who I am
how hard it can be
compassion
how to write
how to lay back and surrender
I keep forgetting tenderness
to forgive myself
and that grief is an ocean
a deep, dark greedy sea
At the last minute I remember to order flowers
I remember to pick up my camera
my real camera
the one whose shutter sings in
melodious staccato bursts
I remember the glorious pleasure
I remember the nourishment
I remember color, texture, light, line, blur,
freedom
I remember rules are made for breaking
I remember my love of blue
and too much light,
that beauty is in the eye of the beholder
that nature Herself is filled with chaos
I remember the irises that grew over the septic tank
iridescence unmasked
when seasons could be counted on
when spring still came each year
and butterflies were bountiful
I remember that life is anything but normal
I remember that sometimes you have to let life take you
in all of Her wisdom
I remember to breathe
I remember who I am
that I am~that we all are~so much broader, deeper, divine
I remember that hard is a necessary part of the journey
I remember that it's just words, no rules, just words
amazing, fantastic, prosaic,
bring you back home words
I remember it's okay to surrender
I remember to cry
to place both of my hands on my heart
to let it all come
I remember moments pass, one after the other
that the only true thing is change
I remember the darkness holds its treasures too
I remember what they say about the cracks
and light
brokenness
and healing
I remember that the ocean arrives one wave at a time
bathes the shore
and recedes
one after the other
that some waves roll in with great gentleness
others pound away taking everything with them
returning everything to the depths
again and again
leaving you in a heap on the sand
to be born over and over and over again.
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